Drops from the ocean.😌

I remember the first time we met. It is something I will never forget. The beauty that was shown in your face Takes me to a very special place. A warm feeling as you walked into the room. Little did I know that I would never again see you; it came so soon. Did I do something? Was it right or was it wrong? It still haunts me like a very sad song. I now have to live without you but know that you are oh so near. It was such a tragedy, something I will always fear.  I have come to accept it now that you are not here with me. I guess it was fate, something that was meant to be. If it were my decision, you would still be here. It seems that you have disappeared. My heart has lost you; it hurts just to think You were here one moment, then you were gone in a blink. I miss your smile. I miss your face. I miss your warm and tender embrace. Who would have known how it would have ended? Who would have known? I know that because of you,...

The night before, I made you mad, I wasn't appreciating, the love that I had, I came home so drunk, I was really quite late, I left you alone, sitting home there to wait. I was too self involved, I wasn't using my head, Alcohol took over, its hunger I fed, I was drinking too often, I thought I was fine, Too blinded to realize, the problem was all mine. I was never mad at you, I was mad at myself, I let life pass me by, seemed it was on the back shelf, I blamed all of my problems, on everyone but me, Destined for ruins, and alone I would be. I made a bad choice, I should have been there with you, My greatest mistake, and there was nothing I could do, I tried to get sober that night, but made it worse than you know, I hated myself, cause I resorted to blow. That night I never came home, cause I felt too much shame, You'd be able to tell, and there was only me I could blame, I text you that night, to say tomorrow I would call, Th...

When you yell at me, it hurts so much inside, like a knife, dragging through my insides. I try to yell back, my voice goes unheard, so I don't even bother,  I just retreat to writing poems, that hopefully will be heard. I pour a glass of wine, sweet to my liking, a passion for the drink I am thriving. Each glass better than the last, I am opening up slowly to write about my past. Your presence goes un-noticed, with every glass I pour, I wonder if you'd even notice if I walked out the front door? Every sip makes me care even less, about the fight we just had, I don't even care if we go to bed mad. And as I sit and wrote this poem, my mind free from anger,  what will tomorrow bring, will this fight linger? But what do I care? I have my freedom drink, how much lower must I sink? Into a stupor, I have sunk, I can't even think straight, for I am Drunk! What were we fighting about again? My mind begins to wander, I am growing tired...

I wished for your love on a shooting star, and didn't think my wish would get too far. Then you opened your heart and let me in, that's where this crazy love story begins. You took my hand as I took yours, and quickly from me and u it was ours. Ups and downs with a few bad falls, being with you seems like we've been thru it all. And now we sit here on opposite ends, with so much love for each other but just friends. How did we let everything go so wrong when the connection between us is so strong? Your love is like poison, I've told you before, a poison so strong, my heart hits the floor. Now I'm afraid you won't come anymore, just walk away and close the door, On this relationship that we've built,  free of deceit free of guilt. My time with you I've always cherished, but with time NONE memories will perish. This is your choice you will see, whatever makes you happy, obviously it's not me. As hard as I...

Let me take care of your broken heart and show you how to fly. Let me hold you gently by the hand and kiss your tears goodbye. Let me lead you to tomorrow's light and out of needless rain, 'cause all I want right now is to see yo u smile again. Let me sing you all the songs I wrote 'til you sleep in my embrace, and I'll keep you safe and warm until the sunlight strokes your face. Let me bring you up the mountain's peak, and I'll let you touch the skies to remind you of the strength I see when I look into your eyes. Let me kiss and show you what is love and the happiness it brings. You'll sail again like a butterfly endowed with pretty wings. Let me do all these to let you see our fates are intertwined. You're the accidental precious gem I've waited long to find. The earth and sky conspired to make us meet. They knew we both belong to each other like words and lovely notes give life t...

In every room of our time together there is a box, Of memories we shared, Now is the time to pack away, With sadness and with care. The first is a simple smile, Whenever I thought of you, Neatly folded into four, It's the best that I could do. Next are all the memories, Of the times when we were two, Wrapped with love one by one, Sealed with tears as glue. And then there are the butterflies, I had when you were near, Now in a cage of sadness, And locked up with a tear. Now to pack are the pieces of my heart, Gathered in a pile, Each one wrapped up tenderly, And placed next to a distant smile. Finally all the shattered wishes, Placed in softly so no more can break, Covering them over trying not to cry, So they would not all ache. Lastly walking round each room, Closing each and every curtain, Shutting each and every door, Leaving behind each and ever pain. Gathering up the memories we shared, Making sure I...